Eat Your Words

17 January 2010 @ 06:54 pm

I really hate to complain about something obligatory such as a bad day at work, or in the past, heavy amounts of school work and commitments etc etc.

I mean it's something everyone around us has to go through, so isn't it best to just get on with it and try to make things for the better?

Ok, work today sucked BIG time because I felt unwell after visiting just 7 freaking houses in which 6 were empty?!?!?!? Whatever happened to staying at home on Sundays and a healthy Ivan body?

To make things worse, I've made an insane amount of preparation prior to this trip such as drawing a map on my foolscap paper of the bukit batok area just so that I know where all my designated flats are located from streetdirectory.com

But nonetheless, I still spent half an hour making my way around and the sudden bout of sickness came and so I went home feeling like some shit.
Went back to school on wednesday for open house and it was great meeting people you knew. Somehow setting my foot into the school compound makes you feel younger and youthful. Scouting mission was sporadically successful but its better than nothing right.

Went prawning yesterday and it was quite shit. I mean which losers catches only 12 prawns in 4 hours. But it was nice chilling and eating our catch, albeit its so little.

I guess prawning it's something made for couples because couples seem to have the best of luck. The couple beside us were sharing the same spot and after catching 5 prawns in a row, ours still hadn't had the slightest nibble.

And the last time I went prawning, we caught 30+ prawns in 3 hours... but oh well, it's in the past righttttttt...

Ok, so who wants to set out with me to take revenge on the prawns at Bishan??? Anyone also can.

My Mood Is:

groggy

I'm Listening To: laziness

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11 January 2010 @ 11:28 pm

i watch channel 16

Her name is Janet Hsieh.

"She graduated from the Massachusetts Institute of Technology with a bachelor's degree in humanities and biology, speaks 5 languages (English, Mandarin, Taiwanese, Spanish and French), has a black belt in taekwondo, is a model, is a professional musician (she has played the violin at the White House for the president when she was 10), trained as a sushi chef, had a 6-month stint as a circus clown in Argentina, involves in triathlon and is now the Discovery Travel and Living host for Fun Asia."

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09 January 2010 @ 09:36 pm

I earned $174 in 4 hours

Work today was really quite a breeze compared to the previous home visit which was torturous.

I am really surprised things turned out so well today and I knew it was all thanks to God's blessing.

No way would I have achieved today's quota even if I had Usain Bolt's feet, Cesc Fabregas's vision, Manny Pacquiao's endurance or Rob Pattinson's charisma without blessing from above. I am really glad and thankful.

If I'm not mistaken, Open House would be held on the 13th. I guess by hook or by crook I will make my way back to see how the 36th are doing and to ~~scout for new girls~~ give them my support.

The school looks really fugly with all the work going around the MRT station, but I guess if everything is done up and running, the real estate value of Hwa Chong will quadruple. I know Dr. Hon will not be selling Hwa Chong anytime soon (or will he?), but wouldn't that be so cool, your school situated in prime real estate.

I really miss school. Not for the stress and fatigue, but for all the excitement and friendship which I have shared. I know the feeling of anticipation of school reopening will never ever resurface in my heart, but nonetheless, it really takes time to get used to being an independent young adult.

When people ask of my background back then, I could easily identify myself with my school, I'm a student from XXX school. But now, I'm literally loss for words. I can't say I'm from Ministry of Manpower, for I'm only a small worker and I really dread associating myself to do anything with it.

So I'm sort of a nobody now. I don't belong to a school nor do I belong in a company. Who am I?

I guess it's part and parcel of growing up. I hope this job stint will give me a clearer idea of what's happening beyond my little, protected and well-sheltered bubble. I hope to see what's life really like as a typical Singaporean living in a typical house and studying in a typical school and earning a typical income.

I'm sure this will do me good, striking a chord with people from different backgrounds, a practical training ground to hone my conversational skills in both languages as well as controlling my temper in the presence of effed up grouchy people.

This will be relevant for an aspiring hotelier and a student pursuing higher education in hospitality management in the states or switzerland.

But of course, for more tangible gains, I will have alot more money in my bank account, which translates to greater spending power and greater standard of living.

But for now, I just want to procrastinate and relax and leave my work for tomorrow and pray that miraculously, it will somehow get itself done.

Peace out.

My Mood Is:

optimistic

I'm Listening To: Tik Tok by Kesha

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06 January 2010 @ 10:44 pm

bushed

Today, on my 2nd day in work, I found out that Jurong is actually freaking big-ass huge and very desolated, especially around the Yuan Ching area.

The whole Taman Jurong area was littered with sparse and empty buildings awaiting to be demolished or upgraded. It was run-down and definitely very scary, but nonetheless, it was a very great eye-opener.

Today's job wasn't about earning money, but realising how hard this job is turning out to be and how hard is it to earn proper dough enough to sustain your daily spendings.

It was of much coincidence that the survey issue was about employment status, an especially sensitive issue in the current economic meltdown. People were largely skeptical, however, the nastiest of the lot tended to be those who live in smaller houses or as you can put it in another way, of lower economic strata. (e.g 3 rooms)

It may sound far-fetched or out of this world, but the recession is true! People are indeed suffering from the global economic crisis. So many units I visited, many had their own little story of how tough is it for them to earn sufficiently for their family.

I learnt about the importance of economic security and job prospects through this arduous house survey, but more importantly, I realised that there are many out there who have had much worse grievances of their own, but have no idea where to seek help.

There was this construction worker, who had injured himself at a construction site 10 months ago. Since then, the company 'dumped' him into a hospital for treatment, before being sent home to recuperate from the illness.

After the incident, the man's foot remained injured, however, he did not hear from the company anymore, he had not only lost his job, he had lost his foot and his ability to work. He was practically helpless. For the past 10 months, the guy has been relying on his meagre savings to survive, with no where to seek assistance.

I proved to be of great help when I visited the house for survey today. He told me of his problem and after the survey, i gave him MOM's number to seek help. I'm not sure how much that will benefit him, but at least he now has an avenue of hope to cling onto.

I walked away, feeling glad I helped someone, but my heart cringed for a moment, for it hit me that there are so many people out there who badly needs our help.

Why do I even care? I am just a temp worker. Hahaha.

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tired

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03 January 2010 @ 03:06 pm

DJ blow the speakers up

Yesterday's time was well spent with some of the best people I have met for the past 2 years.

It really has come to this point in our lives where everyone starts going on their separate ways, pursuing their own interests and leading their own lives. It feels so surreal and untrue, yada yada yada...

Anyways, it was refreshing touring around the city as curious locals. Checking out new places to dine alfresco style, places to have a nice drink and watch epl matches, places to seek bouts of adrenaline rushes or places to decay your lives such as Haji Lane.

But more importantly, it was the time spent with friends who matter which really made my day so much.

While presumably pretentious, it's really important for one to choose their closest friends wisely. But I'm really glad I didn't exactly have to choose mine, it was perhaps just a gift from God, friendship.

As Terence Tan heads into army tomorrow, I hope his highly witty and intellectually-academical verbal slants do not go against him with others who might not be able to understand what he says or where he is coming from.

All the best my friend, I'm sure you will survive and adapt to army life without an aircon classroom and Caucasian officers and hope to see you brimming with confidence in two weeks time.

Ok, I'm starting work soon, something useful at last!

My Mood Is:

chipper

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01 January 2010 @ 09:42 pm

don't stop

A brand new year has arrived, bringing in a fresh new hope and a new leash of life along with it. For a hesitant moment, I did not want 2010 to come, for it presents a whole new chapter of foreign and untrekked territory.

I ended the fruitful year of 2009 wonderfully, and somehow, it just struck me that I want to stay this way forever and ever. But of course, I'm not a whiny, spoilt brat who craves for constant security and familiarity with their lives and fears for the slightest piece of shit which comes across them. I'm strong and ready to take on the world.

Had a decadent, and I would say rather wild night at Zirca to celebrate my good friend Lim Jia Wei's birthday on the 30th. Being a newbie, I drank beer so that I will get sufficiently high but not drunk. I had a good time with good friends like chua yao hui and li xiang partying till dawn. I know its morally degrading and a waste of money but once in a while it's ok right.

We all woke up at ECACO's hotel room at 8 am with barely 2 hours of sleep and felt totally zonked out, but great times do not end just because you are tired from having fun, I received a call from Sean later in the morning who ~~unsurprisingly and expectedly~~ informed me that I had succeeded my interview and earned myself ~~a place in Oxford~~ the wonderfully paid job at Ministry of Manpower.

Went to take the Singapore Flyer with my family in which it coincides with my mum's birthday as it was supposed turn our fortunes for the better? Hopefully thats true because the 30 minute ride costs $30 per pax.

Anyways, on the year 2009, I'm really lazy to go in depth to details because there're just so many things to write about. My studies, my CCAs, my friends, my relationships, my family and my infinite amounts of commitments. Not to forget the A levels examinations which have terrorized so many months of my life. But I'm glad I pulled through it all.

The past year was great in a sense I made and forged so much more relationships than I have ever had for any other years which I have spent in my life.

I had reached new frontiers, I have fallen deep into the treacherous pitholes. I have done many new things and I have screwed up many in the process. But all in all, when i look back at my past year, I'm really glad to say I have liven it to my fullest.

I will probably post my resolutions another time (which probably means never), when I've given enough thought into it. I do not want to come out with a set of agenda for the whole year on sheer impulse and at the end of the day, fail to meet any of it or forget about it all in all.

So when I somehow come up with my resolutions, it may be well in 2011, but still, I will make sure i put my heart into it and change myself for a better person.

I am having a great great great post A levels holiday now, and Japan has been really fun and enriching. I'm so glad everything is turning out fine at the moment. Though I know things may get bad at some point in time, I really do hope the new year will be a smashing great one.

As I leave the school gates of Hwa Chong, I shall look back on my life and be glad to say I've grown so much in my 6 years there.

Happy New Year! :)

My Mood Is:

cheerful

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28 December 2009 @ 04:18 pm

a random shit

My Mood Is:

numb

I'm Listening To: American Boy by Sam Sparrow

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25 December 2009 @ 01:54 am

caught in a bad romance

I have no idea how to express myself or my emotions anymore. I've lost the touch and skill of writing and penning down my otherwise heartfelt feelings and thoughts and it certainly doesn't help if you can't express it verbally as well.

So this all will just bottle up within you, ready to pop and find all its way out someday, and that day, will be the day I go crazy and insane and lose all civilised forms of humanity.

I spent my eve rather meaningfully. In the morning, I went for a job interview and that totally made me feel a little more worthy of myself. I'm actually fighting it out with others to earn my own bread and butter, that really made me feel proud of myself, though it's no guarantee I may get the job.

But nonetheless, it's a start, and I'm glad i have managed to take this first step towards achieving success in the corporate world.

It was really motivating to walk into the heart of the central business district and look upon the towering skyscrapers around you. One day, i will work my way up there, hahaha.

At noon, it was a great blessing for me to receive hope from God today. Today's service was unsurprisingly revolved around the theme, hope, which is an overkill attempt at trying to tie in relevance with the church's name. But nonetheless, I'm finding the strength and hope to continue walking now and I'm glad i came back afterall, after such a long period of time.

Night was relaxing, but nonetheless emotional and pensive. Sitting by Clarke Quay, with a few other guys, I couldn't help but think of all the could haves or could beens. It didn't help a bit with the fact that there was a damn river with choppy waves constantly hitting onto the banks. It just brought all sorts of memories to my mind, and ironically, it were the happiest ones.

A couple beside the group of us were cuddling together snugly, feeding each other their Haagen Daz, enjoying the warmth of their embrace as well as the sweetness of their treat. The breeze was coming by and the river boats were floating across the banks. They looked blissful and undoubtedly happy.

I stared dazely at them, and I couldn't help but find myself feeling sad, for a few days ago, i would have totally pictured myself doing just that. My heart wrenched for a moment, a feeling i never felt ever before.

As the shots of Jim Beam started to settle into my body, i felt a little more cheered up. But mind you, Clarke Quay is a place filled with lovey dovey people and so, it didn't help much at all.

I then began piecing together everything which happened since 5 months ago, and they all brought a smile to my face, a short lived one that is. As we graced along the river banks, i gradually became quieter and quieter, i eventually became speechless, even with the alcohol.

I scanned the area, and I saw happy diners having a whale of a time at the chic eateries along the banks. And then I thought to myself for that instant, "shouldn't I be one of them too?". Yes I was, I had actually planned it all out, but sometimes things just do not turn out the way it is.

As i recalled the times for the gazillion time, I'm really glad it was heartwarming and happy to say the least. I have in no way feel shortchanged or affected throughout that wonderful period of time. So maybe, this time, it really its the end?

The night was spent in ken soh's car driving around the jam-packed orchard and geylang area. Nope, i didn't do anything stupid just because I wasn't feeling glad, but yeah, it was therapeutic to sight see in a friend's car with reckless driving, incessant horning, speeding as well as crossing the red light with the traffic police behind you. It was crazy.

I thank all who have made 24th Dec so much more easy to live by for otherwise, I would have crumbled somewhere. More importantly, i find myself to have faith in God ever so deeply, I feel hopeful once again.

Hahaha, and don't play play, I received model agency's card and contacts on my way to service. Unbelievable.

My Mood Is:

blank

I'm Listening To: Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

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09 December 2009 @ 06:01 pm

A break finally

Off to Japan for the next 8 days. I will miss everyone. Bye. :)

My Mood Is:

ecstatic

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01 December 2009 @ 10:26 pm

one final lap

I have no idea why, but I can't seem to find the motivation and discipline to sit down for one final time and complete some real studying for the final bio MCQ paper.

Yeah, I know I had 10 days, but what the hell, it's really hard focusing and practicing MCQs for more than 1 hour at once. To add on to the lackadaisical attitude, it's even tougher trying to read through your notes thoroughly when you know only at most 1 or 2 MCQ questions will appear for that particular topic.

Is anyone feeling the same way?!?!?!?!?!?!

But at least I've been doing some sporadic studying and practicing, hopefully some stuffs stay in my head and prove to be useful for the final paper and I shall leave myself with no regrets at the end of the ordeal :) Bless me God.

It suddenly dawned upon me that Thursday would be the final day I would be donning the Hwa Chong uniform? Omg, this come as quite a shock for me, for I never realised that I've reached that stage of my life where I will not be wearing a uniform which is uniform with everyone else.

Afterall, I've been wearing a uniform for 12 years and the Hwa Chong one for 6. I remembered how proud I was on my first day in Hwa Chong wearing the school uniform, for it was my dream to wear one ever since when I was in primary school.

I would always have this sense of awe and respect for anyone wearing a raffles or hwa chong uniform whenever I saw them for I was wearing some neighbourhood pri sch attire which is not flattering at all, and when that day finally came, every step I took was filled with pride and joy. (maybe a bit of elitism, but that was when I was young)

Much of who I am today is defined by the very set of uniform I wore. I learned most of my knowledge in the uniform, I experienced camaraderie and friendship in that uniform and I tasted failure for the very first time in my life in that very simple yet integral attire of our lives.

People may complain about the revolting khaki or beige colour, but to me, the school uniform serves for an entirely novel purpose rather than a fashion statement if you hadn't realised. It carves your identity as who you really are, a hwa chongian, a rafflesian or a millenian etc etc etc.

I feel sad that the sets of uniform which have followed me through thick and thin for so many years will never see and experience the world while covering my body and serving it's purpose in telling the world where I'm from and don't mess with me ever again. (Although some times it may not work that day for hc peeps)

It will finally be kept within the solitary boundaries of my wardrobe and no longer would it be subjected to the painful process of swimming in the washing machine and being bleached of its natural khaki beige colour.

I will miss my uniform, I will miss school, for it's the reason why I have to wake up at 6 each day and the reason why i do not have to worry and fret over what to wear at 6 am each day.

As we all complete our final MCQ paper on Thursday, let's try and give our uniforms some due respect alright? Try tucking in neatly for one last time and wear your school badge, for there will not be another chance in your life to do so ever again.

Ok, GIVE ME MOTIVATION TO STUDY FOR ONE LAST TIME! I DON'T WANT TO REGRET!!!

My Mood Is:

pensive

I'm Listening To: christmas song

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25 November 2009 @ 09:43 pm

if you meet me halfway.

Yes!!! Finally, the end beckons! :)

It has been so long since I've been visiting this place, but now I'm back, I really have not much idea what to say, hahaha.

I don't really feel like talking about my papers, but at least I know that i have tried my very best, and whatever it is, I won't have much qualms with myself for not trying hard enough. So I'm quite sure everything will turn out fine!

Anyways, just to sidetrack a little, I know I may not be a top student in the cohort, but are there any J1s or sec 4 out there who wants a headstart to the rigorous academic rat-race in hwa chong and happens to be taking biology, chemistry or mathematics?

If so, please do consider hiring me as your personal tutor. Fees are negotiable and since I'm doing it for the noble sake of educating and shaping the youths of tomorrow, monetary gains are of secondary concern. (~~but things will be much simpler if you are pretty~~)

If you want my curriculum vitae or my accolades to ensure that you are under safe hands and be sure of that 4A's to get your desperate ass to the ivy league, then fret not, because I have a PSLE T-Score of 265 (which according to the school is the top 5% of the national cohort). So do consider hiring me.

I am patient, caring, meticulous and will probably share my notes if you show passion in learning. Drop me a message if you are interested. 92977959.

Ok alright, I have no idea what to wear for prom, but at least i still have some time to go buy stuff of tailor a suit. I have no idea. Oh, i just bought fifa 10, which i totally regretted because it's totally similar to fifa 09, except that the players are different. Damnnnn.

HIRE ME!

My Mood Is:

artistic

I'm Listening To: If you meet me halfway by Black Eyed Peas

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09 November 2009 @ 10:18 pm

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In God I believe, in God I trust. That is all I ever need. Amen. :)

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determined

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21 September 2009 @ 07:55 pm

of life

Amidst the grueling task of revising and prepping for the examinations, it's glad I managed to find some time to update and write here.

I shan't even begin how screwed I am for prelims, but I'm just glad I'm beginning to see some glimmer of light at the end of this really long tunnel.

I feel that I've understood most of the syllabus, just a lack of practice on questions, but on hindsight, feelings can sometimes be deceiving, but oh wells, at least there's a feeling right, unlike for the previous block tests.

It's been really nerve-wrecking to know the exams are looming by and yet still feel you are far from completion. Can anyone reassure me that they are feeling the same way too???

I'm really glad my parents have been encouraging by saying stuffs like, it's ok, just try your best, or a simple relax, just take it easy. Despite their calamity, I know deep inside they fear for the exams even more so than I do.

Hahaha, so I'm really glad they are doing their best to calm down my nerves, it really does help to soothe my anxiety and stress level, especially the Royce chocolates they buy...

I'm really glad I went for MAF by the way, despite wasting my whole day as a result, it was really different watching the grandlight up as an audience, not an organiser. It really feels heartwarming to see yet another successful grandlight up go by.

Not forgetting the sodache sessions as well, haizzz..... memories.

So guys, anyone who's reading this, don't stress yourself too much ok, there's still some time to go and it's important to get your mental health right before anything else!

Jiayou everyone :)

My Mood Is:

calm

I'm Listening To: songs from God

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02 September 2009 @ 08:45 pm

god help me!

After such a long hiatus, the only words I can possibly muster are bleak and highly discouraging, 'I am screwed stressed!'.

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anxious

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08 August 2009 @ 12:27 am

bromance

National Day Celebration today was awe-inspiring in a brand new way.

It was definitely shocking to see the whole auditorium which was filled with stressed out J2s, standing and singing the national day songs with a certain degree of pride and fervour.

It gave me hope for the future of our young nation and of course the soothsayers who question our pride and loyalty to our nation.

Iype's question during CT session was thought-provoking, albeit presented in a humoured way. But credit should be given to him for being brave enough to transcend social stigmas and pose such a question to the rear-admiral.

I thought about it for a moment, and like him, I would definitely be staying to defend for the national security and peace of Singapore in times of war and crisis.

I may not be the most abled and heroic warrior out there in the battlefield, nor am I well-equipped and knowledgable enough to devise new long range missiles which can match those of North Korea's Taepodongs. (but at least I am pes A)

But I believe staying back and fighting it out with every last ounce of muscle you have is something the least every abled soldier should do for the nation, not run away or chao keng to become a clerk.

I may be afraid in times of war when all of us would be stuck in trenches avoiding bullets, but the thought of fighting it out against the enemies with brave people like Navy Jonathan Soh, Commando Iype etc will give me courage and camaraderie.

That's how I feel right now, patriotic and willing to fight it out even with taekwondo black belts North Korean Liberation Army soldiers.
But somehow I have this feeling everything will change once I start BMT... The irony.

Today's bromance day was rather well spent.

Afternoon was spent with s77 janus brothers eating after our 3 hr bio lecture. It made me realise how much we've been through since orientation last year and at the blink of an eye, we are all graduating soon.

It made me rather sad and all, but of course, I got over it pretty quickly because I am emotionally well-managed.

Night was spent at Sunset way, with the OSL peeps. It was really fun and fulfilling and we got to know more about Terence's secret life that has been so well-kept and hidden.

This weekend break is coming out pretty well, though I have work and tuition to attend to. But at least I will be prawning on Monday. Hahaha.

:)

My Mood Is:

weird

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25 July 2009 @ 10:44 pm

food for thought

In alphabetical order, the Top 10 “bad boy” names, according to Kalist, are Alec, Ernest, Garland, Ivan, Kareem, Luke, Malcolm, Preston, Tyrell and Walter.

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12 July 2009 @ 10:09 pm

epic screwed

PUSH ON. DON'T GIVE UP. YOU CAN DO IT.

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03 July 2009 @ 09:11 pm

cut me up into half

Hwa Chong would be proud to host one of the nation's trickiest and wicked math teachers.

Even though today's math paper was quite manageable even to my weak standards, is filled with potholes and traps all around the seemingly innocent 12 questions long paper.

None of the distributions theory I have studied or will be studying can explain the highly intriguing marks distribution of the paper. The last 3 questions of the paper boasts a staggering 40 marks out of the 100 mark paper. So if you think you are safe with 50 mins for the last 3 questions, you're not!

The last 3 questions were mathematically tedious and the probability question a particularly tough nut to crack and digest, given that you are already out of gas by that time. A misread of 2 words for that question has resulted in a loss of 6 lifesaving marks, which is like a bloody grade. Chee bye to the max.

It's total time and energy wastage doing a full whole question thinking that you have already gotten the marks in the bag when you realised after the test that some niggly crap robbed you all off it.

But whateverrrrrr.

I am so happy that man utd has signed for Owen. In a way, it's a very smart and definitely calculated thing for sir alex to do. Why splurge 30 million euros for a frenchman whose eyes are clearly set on playing for another club, have problems conversing in english, untested in the rigours of english football and not to say overpriced player when you can opt for though a aged, but nonetheless experienced player who was once the shining gem of the England squad.

Owen is a free agent please, that makes it super worth it and even if he gets injured, it won't really hurt the finances and performance of the team much.

But somethings are definitely true, this off season transfer period has been a case of Man Utd scavenging off the refuse bins while Real Madrid sweeping everything from the shelves.

But in Sir Alex I trust.

My Mood Is:

drained

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25 June 2009 @ 10:22 pm

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"If everything is under control, you are going too slow."

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19 June 2009 @ 10:32 pm

a smile that beats all other smiles

Three weeks have come and gone by not just in a flash, but by a very rapid flash.

It's like the memories of the first week of holidays spent on sporadic studying are still floating around vividly and awfully clearly within my mind. How back then, I felt I had the luxury of time to relax and chill, and poof, now there's only a week left before school begins.

Like I can join the legions of people who wishes for an additional week of school closure because of the pandemic virus, but I am born a fighter, so I will bring the fight to the block test paper and take it nonetheless, irregardless of whatever revolting grades I get.

But secretly, I'm praying for the best, even though I feel my progress has been hampered by 1) distraction from others 2) distraction from the various forms of mass media 3) turn off factor from the sight of the tons of unread notes and 4) innate unmotivated soul which has greatly caused such great lethargy in my studies.

But hopefully, i can turn on my fighter spirit and salvage any last scraps of hope I have, haha, yes I can.

Throughout my term, I had never expected myself to enjoy myself so thoroughly while undergoing my duties and roles. ECACO treat was great, it was a worthy break from the reclusiveness of mugging.

It was strangly therapeutic, not so much about the food, though it was great, unexpectedly, it was the familiar burst of laughters we shared, the remeniscence of the goofy things we've done, the stellar results we achieved and also the failures we've met.

I never thought this group of people would leave such a great impression on my life in JC, neither would I expect myself to be a part of theirs, and looking back, I am truly thankful for them, for being who they are and also who they are not.

The dinner was heartwarming to say the least, though all of us were obviously worn out from the stress of it all, deep down inside, we knew we've been through it all, and we were there to give everyone else the support they need.

Thank you so much 35th ecaco.

Studying in school has been getting highly distracting and I really need to do something about it, but how?!!?!?!?!

But I'm assured everything will always turn out fine, and I choose to believe in that. Hahaha.

Anyways, she's damn cute. Hahahaha.

My Mood Is:

calm

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